Sicknesss... does the body good.

So i have been really sick this week. i hate being sick. it means i can't go outside (or at least that i get scolded when i go outside) but i realized that it was something i needed. i havent sat down and done nothing for a full day since well before this past summer started, and i think it was time. even though my body was being torn to pieces, my mind finally got to take a break from the responsibilities it constantly finds itself trapped in. i have been going so quickly for so long and i didnt realize that i have been in 5th gear this whole time. thats not good. luckily i was forced to the couch so i could finally see that i needed a break. im not sure why Lord, but i always seem to do things the hard way. sorry about that, but its your fault really. you made me. :-)